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| you will never look like this and you're only failing yourself. you can't do it? or are you just that weak? |
intake: ???
net: i don't KNOW
weight: 112lbs / 50.8kg
bmi: 17.5
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i want to DIE. i skipped breakfast because i knew i was going out but then my mom urged me to eat this chicken potato thing my dad made... i left it on the table as if i forgot about it but then she came and BROUGHT IT TO ME and told me to eat. i'm so fucking stupid i should've just taken a bite or two to shake her off but i didn't!!!! i didn't finish it either but i'm so so so STUPID for not coming up with another plan. we ended up going to this boba cafe and catching up with my friend was great but i know she's struggled with an ed and i did not have it in me to even hint at mine with her... i ended up ordering the same as her which was a brown sugar milk tea and then she went and ordered a strawberry croffle for us to share.. which it was delicious and i only ate like 2 bites to not seem weird but i'm just so. i regret everything and i wanna strangle myself right here but i can't. i'm going to turn things around tomorrow for good. what happened today will not happen again. i can't let it... i need to be skinny i have to be skinny it's the only thing i want in life. i have something i have to do for college early in the morning so i'm going to sleep now.. goodnight blog.