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| exactly how i feel right now |
- maple brown sugar oatmeal (160kcal)
- apple cinnamon nutrigrain bar (130kcal)
- mutton (?)
net: ???
exercise: n/a
weight: 114lbs / 52kg ig
bmi: 17.8
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when i tell you i woke up on my deathbed today...
it took me 10 minutes to get out of bed. i wobbled downstairs and couldn't even stand long enough to grab myself breakfast. i had my sister make me oatmeal and i had my joyba but i didn't log it because i ended throwing BOTH up and only drank 2 sips of the boba. i'm just gonna fully log the oatmeal as if i consumed it and the boba cals will just fall under i guess. i feel kind of better now so i had a nutrigrain bar too. i couldn't weigh myself at first either because we keep the scale in the garage but i couldn't even make it to the mudroom without falling over.. and now my mom is up so she'll see me if i go weigh. when i first woke up i thought it was a side effect of my intake so i was planning to up it to around 800-900 but since i threw up i think it's a virus or something. i'm gonna try low res again today and see if it's the same tomorrow. oh and on top of all that i started my period :l i think that's why my weight hasn't been decreasing.. sigh i'll push through this week and hopefully the following one i'll start seeing progress.
ugh last night was shit. i tried to low res but my mom forced me to eat lunch and i told myself i might as well give into my cravings and get rid of them but no i was just being a fat pig. i'm never going to be skinny if i keep doing this. it's safe to say i ate at LEAST 1k calories :/