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| i have to pee. also once i'm bmi 16 i think i might start posting bcs of myself instead of just thinspo |
intake: 630kcal
- strawberry green tea boba (120kcal)
- orange cake (~300kcal)
- frittata (210kcal)
net: 630kcal
weight: 112lbs / 50.8kg
bmi: 17.5
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today was okay. i had orientation for college and registered for my classes. there's a gym on campus which i think i'll start going to in the mornings before class or maybe even after. my job is also in the area. i'm kind of proud of how far i've come... college, job, gym, and skinny?!?!? anyways my mom brought me a slice of cake to eat after and i kinda had no other choice but to eat it. she brought me orange juice as well but i just didn't drink it. i have my water :] i took a nap when i got done and woke up at like 9pm. i wasn't planning on eating but i went down and decided to hell with it another 200 calories won't kill me... i don't like that mindset honestly but it also might help me from going crazy and binging? i'm just spewing excuses.
luckily i didn't gain anything since yesterday but that's also horrible because i'm stuck in this cycle of maintenance. i'm going to calculate how long it'll take if i'm consistent from now on...
3500cals = 1lb
3500cals x -7lb = -24500 cal deficit
tdee: ~1600
eating 700 cals daily -> deficit of 900
24500 / 900 = 27 days
27 days in a 700cal deficit to hit 105 lbs -_-
ugh. thats way longer than i've been hoping but oh well. tbh i calculated my tdee to be the lowest possible and it's not like i eat 700cals everyday so 27 days is technically the max amount of time it should take me. only time will tell... night blog