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| idk my legs aren't like 'fat' anymore but i still hate them.. i want the boney look so bad |
- mini ice cream bar (160kcal)
- coffee (20kcal)
- chocolate wafers (184kcal)
net: 454kcal
weight: 105.7lbs / 47.9kg
bmi: 16.6
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ok i woke up like 106 something i rly don't remember but it was def water weight bc i weighed again before i slept and ~~105.7~~ yeasss even tho it's maintenance since yesterday...... i've been dousing in water otherwise i feel like dying esp because i'm restricting which sucks bc now my weigh ins are inaccurate. anywayz i didn't walk today because i felt kinda sick also it was hard pouring the whole day so i kinda couldn't :S i didn't eat the almond thins until like... 5pm again. my dad made lunch but went to run an errand after and i just lied and told him i grabbed a bowl while he was gone (periodddosoido)
OMG ALSO . this is so embarrassing. my dad told me to search something up and i opened up google TO THIS BROWSER luckily i was on a google page so they didn't see anything flat out BUT ALL MY TABS WERE OPEN INCLUDING MY BLOG BMI CALCULATOR AND MYFITNESSPAL IM SOOOO embarrassed i KNOW MY SISTER SAW TOO. she definitely knows i'm starving again i'm so sick.. i can't talk to her about calories or stuff anymore she's literally gonna admit me to a clinic herself and i cannot have that.. idk about my dad but i'm praying he didn't see.. luckily i have my blog hidden from the web unless you have the url so they shouldn't be able to find it... God that was so bad. i'm closing my tabs as soon as i upload my entries for now on i cannot have a call that close again.
back to FOOD i was sooo bored today i should've walked forreal but once again i felt so weak and sick. my dad brought these mini ice creams and they were only 160cal which is kinda a lot but i didn't really eat anything so i had those.. then i made coffee and i thought it'd taste good with wafers so i ate those and yeass 10/10 combo so good. junkorexic today but who cares i was still under my limit. hoping i lose tomorrow i reallyy wanna hit the 104s because it's my lowest weight! goodnight blog ♥