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- mango passionfruit green tea joyba (130kcal)
- triscuit w/ cream cheese (~55kcal)
- peach green tea (176kcal)
net: 216kcal
exercise/steps: 30min walk (-145kcal)
weight: 116lbs / 53kg
bmi: 18.2
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i literally jumped out of bed to weigh myself this morning just to be so disappointed!!! how am i already plateauing??? honestly though i think it's water weight? last night my stomach hurt so bad and i could not sleep, so i chugged a bunch of water and it helped. that's it... right? right???? i had my joyba this morning and my mom dragged me to costco with her and made me take one of the samples. thankfully it was just a wheat triscuit thing with cheese instead of something super high cal. i kinda highballed and logged the cheese as a full wedge even though the sample was only like a third of one to be safe... then my sister and i went for a walk to this boba place and i ordered a peach green tea. tbh i don't know how many calories or if that's correct so i'll just cross my fingers.... i hate places that don't list calories on the menu :/
second update as it's now the end of the day~ i'm sick of my dad. my mom has been up since 6am doing housekeeping, taking my sisters to and from school and their activities and he starts complaining about how there's no food in the house... like she was busy the entire day while you only worked the morning then sat on your ass for the rest of it. maybe cook for yourself if you're hungry? he's so annoying. my mom did make food but it was a quick meal because obviously she doesn't have time to cook a whole family dinner on top of everything else she had to do. he complained that it wasn't real food and blah blah blah i came down and saw her crying while she was praying... so i talked to her a bit to ease her mind and did the rest of her chores and told her to go to bed early so she can wake up stress free tomorrow... she doesn't sit down :/ my mom is kind of a control freak in the same way i am, the house always needs to be spotless and she will burst a vein if things aren't in order. i cleaned out the fridge too because it's the most tedious job ever and i knew it would make her really happy. at least her trip back home is coming up and she'll be able to relax and be with her mother and sisters.
okay i kind of rambled there but it really bothers me how my dad treats us all.. anyways i didn't eat a thing since that last update so my intake is still 361!! omg but there was a really close call with my mom, while we were talking she brought up how she hasn't seen me eat anything but i told her i ate some of the lunch she made while she was out. i'm so glad she's been busy these past few days because she hasn't noticed that i have not been eating at all. well... i hope i wake up skinnier tomorrow >:( goodnight blog ♥