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| i lied when i said gn at the bottom of this btw.. had to find thinspo i liked for today's entry! but now i'm going to sleep forreaaall. |
- eggs (143kcal)
- sauce thing (133kcal)
net: 606kcal
weight: 114lbs / 52kg UFHHGHGHH
bmi: 17.9
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i've been kinda busy all day so i'm writing this at like... 4am lol. i made this spicy mayo egg thing for breakfast and practiced eating slowly and drinking between my bites. it actually filled me up really well and it tasted super good so i might make it again tomorrow. i was gonna omad but the ice cream truck came and i don't think i've seen it since BEFORE covid so me and my sister chased it down in the rain to buy some. the strawberry shortcake bar is literally so good but i felt guilty immediately after finishing it. i looked down at my thighs and could hear them asking me if it was worth it... i'm not even joking. maybe i'm going crazy.
ugh i'm just remembering i have to log this but my dad forced me to come down to eat watermelon even though i told him i wasn't hungry... he cut me like 4 bigass pieces why is he praying on my downfall..??? i only ate 2 of them but now i double regret eating the ice cream... ugh.
now remember rainbow loom??? my mom was the store and bought me a box she found because i used to be obsessed with them. i've already made 4 and i realized they're another great way i can distract myself for when i feel like eating. i'm having so much fun doing the super complex designs that 10 year old me didn't have the patience for though.
cutting this short because i seriously need to regulate my sleeping schedule. goodnight xoxo