entry 45 - 07.16

loll i need to kms because they're
like... perfect to me. like this is
what i want to look like but they're
BMI 13 UGGHGUFHJI and not even
high bmi 13 they're bmi 13.1 im so
sick i have to move out if i want
any chance of looking like this
intake: 1,166kcal

    - pudding w choco crisps (74kcal)
    - chicken nuggets and fries (256kcal)
    - mango boba (~60kcal)
    - ice cream bar (160kcal)
    - chicken pinwheels (547kcal)

net: 1,166kcal

weight: 102.7lbs / 46.9kg
bmi: 16.1

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new LOW WEIGHTT YAYAYAY. i checked yesterday's entry and for some reason thought my intake was only like 400.... that kind of makes me feel better about today's intake though. i'm so dumb i had breakfast and then my mom made lunch, i told her i wasn't hungry but she asked i eat a small plate at least... i think she can see me getting smaller. i don't know if i overestimated but i really hope i did because it kills me when my intake goes over 1k. i snacked on the boba + ice cream after and told myself i just wouldn't eat after but then my dad decided to bring pinwheels home and gave them to my sister =_-. i had 1 1/2 but like ugh i shouldn't have eaten. i also hope i overestimated the cals but who am i kidding. i need to stop giving into my cravings... and start trashing food. i didn't exercise either like how am i so useless. this was all eaten before like 5pm so i haven't eaten since.. i didn't allow myself water either because i'm scared of water weight tomorrow... if my weight goes up a lot i feel like i'll def spiral. i wanna hit 100s by the weekend now but i need to lock in and do <500 each day so i think i won't have breakfast tomorrow. goodnight blogggg