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| her rib cage is SO TINY wtf man i need to look like that.. |
- coffee yogurt (45kcal)
- strawberries (15kcal)
- eggplant fries (~855kcal)
net: 821kcal
exercise: 94kcal
weight: 107.6lbs / 48.8kg
bmi: 16.9
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FINALLYYY CAUGHT UP. it's good i did it today because todayssss entry isn't fucking boring. okay first off i don;'t know how the fuck i gained that much and it's freaking me out bad... i'm gonna take a lax tomorrow because it only went down to 106 by the end of today. i think it could be water weight because i drank like 4 or 5 liters yesterday..?? also i only got like 5 hours of sleep because today i FINAALLLY started work!!!! i woke up at 5:30am not even intentionally.. i set my alarm for 8 like ??? i could'nt fall back asleep so i just started my day. i had yogurt and decided to mix it with coffee which i am literally a genius for because who wants to drink bitter black coffee.. i put the usual amnt i'd put as if i were drinking it and then like 1/2 tbsp of hot water to dissolve it then threw it into the yogurt and mixed. it was SO GOOD i'm so proud of myself for it. i ate some strawberries with it as well. work was very chill i learned how to do everything and the girl who trained me was a sweetheart !!! i have some weirdo coworkers but they're not like bad.. just oddballs. i'll call the nice one lizzie. lizzie is also kinda thinspo but not like ed thin... you can tell she eats well but also moves around just as much. she kept asking if i wanted to eat anything and i felt like she was clocking me so i was like ok yeah i'll put something in. i wanted to try their eggplant fries but i didn't realize how BIG they'd be. i ate them all and kinda freaked out because i already used the bathroom and would look sus as fuck if i asked immediately after eating, especially at the weight i am.. so i couldn't purge it. i didn't eat anythingg when i got home and went for a walk which i cut short at like 45min bc it's literally 100 degrees out??? i miss going on walks daily but i can't because it's just so fucking hot :/ i had to take a break and sit in the shade bc i was literally about to pass out. when i got back i just laid in bed and acted tired so my parents wouldn't make me eat. i was moving a lot at work so i think i burnt a lot more cals than i logged but idk.. we'll see tmrw. i'm going to sleep FORREALLL now i seriously need to regulate it so my metabolism stops playing with me... 107.6 is nasty work BMI 16.9 ?????? so i'm FAT? goodnight blog..
ALSOOO the eggplant fries cals .. i have no idea if that's accurate or not i may have highballed it but idk i need to be safe... the menu doesn't have cals which is just great so i'm gonna study everything on it and pick out the low cal options before my next shift.