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| her lesgsgsgsgsg i need to stare at more bmi 15 thinspo bc the bmi 13s rabbithole i went down seriously fucked my head up.. ik i say i wanna kms a lot but genuinely i don't really wanna die.. |
- fried egg w spinach (72kcal)
- yogurt bowl (356kcal)
- coconout pineapple sparkling water (5kcal)
- coffee caramel candy (8kcal)
- dinner + binge (~1,200k)
net: ~1,400kcal
exercise: 236kcal
weight: 104.6lbs / 47.4kg
bmi: 16.4
notes: OMG I FORGOT I BINGED THIS DAYAYYYY FUCKK OFF
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entry 40 is kind of crazy i'm actually being consistent omg.. okay i was pissed as hell i maintained but it kind of makes sense bc my sleeping was AWFUL i was going to bed at like 5am and waking up at 7am then staying up for an hour and going back to bed until 2pm..... like bitch. after i finish these entries i'm literally going to sleep and i'm gonna try and wake up at like 10ish bc this shit needs to STAWWWP. anyways i woke up and my mom asked me to make her something for breakfast bc she's on a diet so i made her the egg wraps i was making a bit ago. i was planning on not eating but i cracked an extra egg thinking she'd want 2 but she didn't.... so i just ate it myself bc it'd look weird if i wasted it. i made a yogurt? smoothie ?? bowl after with random yogurt i found in the fridge for like 100cals bc we didn't have greek yogurt, ice and chocolate protein powder. it tasted sooo good i added in strawberries and biscoff as well !!! i went for a walk after which was like 70 min and i was MAD because my watch tracked NONE OF MY CALORIES. i went on like 40 different online calculators + chatgpt to be exact. omg i forgot i binged okay so my mom made chicken tajine for dinner which was soo good and i was like okay.. i'll stop there... but then she brought out these moroccan cookies and i ate like 6 and i just kept. omfg... actually counting everything in my head now it was prob around 1200? total....???? plus the 196 my net would've been something like 1400 which. nvm. is horrendous but it was definitely way below my tdee for that day esp because of the longer walk. AGHHH i didnt gain the next day thooo goodnight blog. (2 more entries....)