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| my friend came over to hang out today and we were lying like. on our backs with our legs up against the wall and my thighs looked slim!?!?!? but my calves.. walking has made them so big i'm gonna kms :/ i need to lose more |
- oatmeal (187kcal)
- chocolate pudding (107kcal)
- wingstop (~500kcal)
- 5 chocolate chips (8kcal)
- coffee caramel candy (8kcal)
- mango green tea boba (150kcal)
- cookie (85kcal)
net: 1,045kcal
weight: 104.6lbs / 47.4kg
bmi: 16.4
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losing weight i've already lost is so tedious.. i'm so mad at myself for those 2 days but what can i do :/ i kinda overrate today as well. the hunger has been so bad lately idk what to do. i've been drinking lots of water and eating low cal snacks instead of binging but like i just wanna starve in bliss.. ugh and i didn't even work out today like i'm genuinely so useless. i had oatmeal and ate it with an egg for the protein, but it also made it reallyy creamy so it tasted good. i took a nap because i woke up early (again!!! and i literally slept at like 3am last night) when i woke up i had pudding bc God i was starving for some reason. i was so hungry and bored the whole day. i asked my friend over but she had work so she didn't come over until late... i ended up doordashing wingstop because i was on my phone and my whole feed was fucking food porn like.. i basically b/ped it i ate 8 wings and i think i got up around 4..?? 8 total is ~720cals and if i purge within 30min apparently i only ingest 1/3 so 2/3 of 360cals (4 wings) is 240 BASICALLY ate 480cals worth? i rounded up to 500 to be safe though.. i STILL had cravings the rest of the day though??? i ate like 5 chocolate chips and this moroccan cookie and when my friend came over she asked if we could make the boba mix so i was like.. sure okay. i regret it saur bad my intake would've been 1k if i didn't... whatever though. goodnight blog ♥